dope and diamonds
most of all I’m just sorry im so fucking screwed up. i really am
"All I could do during those years was talk long-distance to the boy I already knew I would never marry in the spring. I would stay in New York, I told him, just six months, and I could see the Brooklyn Bridge from my window. As it turned out the bridge was the Triborough, and I stayed eight years."
joan didion, “goodbye to all that” (via